PAYING FOR STORAGE
I pound my fist against your back
to loosen phlegm. I’ve always 
told you smoking kills, but 
you’d do it with ropes 
and bottle tops. Your soles 
unsteady on a wicker chair. 
Pour yourself into 
one more moonrise.
Draw out the misery in me.
I can only see
this failing. You disappearing. 
A man’s frayed face 
and brittle leaves. A boulder 
obscured in slow-moving fog.
I can only see 
you vanished
among tall desert rocks. 
Your mother says 
she thinks she’s heard 
the last from you, 
and I can only see
the chair leg tremor.
Are the floorboards even?
Did you even check?
Conyer Clayton is an Ottawa-based writer who aims to live with compassion, gratitude, and awe. She has two chapbooks: The Marshes (& co collective, 2017) and For the Birds. For the Humans. (battleaxe press, 2018). Her work appears in Prairie Fire, The Maynard, In/Words, Bywords, Transom, and others. She won Arc’s 2017 Diana Brebner Prize and received third place in Prairie Fire’s 2017 Poetry Contest. Check out conyerclayton.com for updates on her endeavours. 
